HY - 366 nichi (Akai Ito theme song)

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HY - 366 nichi

soredemo ii soredemo ii to omoeru koi datta
modorenai to shittete mo tsunagatte ita kute
hajimete konna kimochi ni natta
tama ni shika au koto dekinaku natte
kuchiyakusoku wa atarimae
soredemo ii kara

kanai mo shinai kono negai
anata ga mata watashi wo suki ni naru
sonna hakanai watashi no negai
kyou mo anata ni aitai

soredemo ii soredemo ii to omoeta koi datta
itsushika anata wa au koto sae kobande kite

hitori ni naru to kangaete shimau
ano toki watashi wasuretara yokatta no?
demo kono namida ga kotae deshou?
kokoro ni uso wa tsukenai

kowai kurai oboete iru no anata no nioi ya shigusa ya subete wo
okashii deshou? Sou itte waratte yo
wakarete iru noni anata no koto bakari

koi ga konnani kurushii nante koi ga konnani kanashii nante
omowa nakatta no honki de anata wo omotte shitta

kowai kurai oboete iru no anata no nioi ya shigusa ya subete wo
okashii deshou? Sou itte waratte yo
wakarete iru noni anata no koto bakari

anata wa watashi no naka no wasurerarenu hito subete sasageta hito
mou nido to modore nakute mo
ima wa tada anata anata no koto dake de
anata no koto bakari

HY - 366 days

i'm fine with it. it was a love that seems to be fine like this
even though i knew you couldn't return, i want to be connected to you
it was the first time I felt this way
as time goes by we can still meet occasionally
because verbal promises were natural
i'm fine with it as well

this wish of mine which won't come true anyway
that you would fall in love with me again
such a transient wish of mine
today i want to meet you again

i'm fine with it. it was a love that seems to be fine like this
before I knew, you even refused to meet me

when i'm alone i start thinking
at that time, should i had rather forgotten(about you)?
but these tears are the answer, aren`t they?
i can't lie to my heart

it's almost scary that i can remember your smell, your action and everything
“Weird, isn`t it?”, please say so and laugh
even though we're separated, it`s nothing but you

i never thought that love would be so painful, that love would be so sad
i realized that i was serious about you

it's almost scary that i can remember your smell, your action and everything
“weird, isn`t it?”, please say so and laugh
even though we're separated, it`s nothing but you

you are someone inside me that i can't forget about, someone who offered me everything
even if you can never return anymore
right now it's only you, just you
nothing but you

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I'm in love with this Japanese drama and its OST. It suits the drama perfectly.

The show is all about 'Fate'. Akai Ito means 'the red string of fate'. It is an East Asian belief that there is a red string tied around the pinky/ankle of a man and a woman and is connected to each other. The two are destined to be together as soul mates. 
The story is a mobile novel which is popular in Japan.

It’s said that after a person is born, they will meet approximately 30,000 people before they die. Of those people, the number of people you’ll meet and work with is 3,000 and of those you’ll intimately know is 300. Among all these encounters, it’s said God has arranged a special one for you. One made from before you were born. However, that bond of fate is invisible to everyone and yet that unseen person in your destiny is connected to you by a red string in your pink(little finger). That’s why..That’s why I fell in love with you the moment we met…

-Atsushi Nishino (Mizobata Junpei)

You can’t put your true feelings into words. I can’t express my important feelings. If the two of us could exchange the feelings in our hearts, would we see… would we see that destiny was on our side?” -Akai Ito ep.5

Sweet, right?

Sorry for showing my 'otaku' side. But I support the Japanese music, drama, anime, manga and many more. Plus the culture is so rich.

I think that fate is common theme in YA books today. Would you agree?

That Kind of Love

Ever wanted that kind of love that makes you have premature ventricular contractions (makes your heart skip a beat)

The kind of love that makes your leg shoots up when you get kissed

The kind of love where you spend all day talking and end up falling asleep while you on the phone with each other

The kind of love where even complete and total silence is welcoming cause you are with your love

The kind of love where she pouts and sulks over nothing so that you are coaxed into telling her how you feel

The kind of love where you find everything about the other person cute

You know the snoring when they sleep as you stay up and watch them sleep,

The lil drool that’s left on the pillow when they wake up

That one unruly hair that just won’t stay in place

The kind of love where you check your phone every two minutes to see if they texted or called (even though you can clearly hear the ringtone when they do)

The kind of love where you call at random times to say the most random of things that only makes sense to the two of you

The kind of love where you leave sticky notes all over the place so that wherever they look or go reminds them of how you feel

The kind of love where you get mad and angry over the smallest of things and all it takes is a smile from them and everything just seems alright

The kind of love where everything could be going wrong in your life but you have the love to fall back on and it softens the blows and cradles you into bliss

The kind of love where she comes to you crying, you hold her and ask her, “Whose ass am I kicking?”

The kind of love where you’d walk through the rain to get airtime just to answer a text

The kind of love where just a mere thought of the person puts a smile in your heart

The kind of love where the grass seems greener, the sky looks bluer and even the air tastes sweeter

The kind of love where you miss them before they even leave and you get nervous and anxious right before you see them again

The kind of love where you text them and write lil notes even though they right next to you

Where you still get a bit shy around each other

Giggle for the smallest of things and act like a bunch of three years kids

The kind of love where your poetry is better than Shakespeare’s

Your voice sounds better than Luciano Pavarotti

The kind of love where it’s so enclosed in itself and so vain like when Narcissus first saw his reputation

The kind of love where that has a beauty that would make Aphrodite mad to her core

The kind of love where even when you out with your boys or girls or you clubbing you still texting and talking about them

The kind of love where you show your people those sweet messages that just touch your heart

The kind of love where it’s so intimate that you end up spooning and snuggling with your clothes on and yet it’s so very intense

The kind of love where they are the only one who can get you hot and bothered under the collar

The kind of love where you clueless to all the others trying to get with you cause they just don’t measure up

The kind of love where almost anything and everything reminds you of moments you spent with them

The kind of love where you daydream and fantasize the future

The kind of love where after lil intoxication you profess your feelings to whoever is in earshot

The kind of love where you blow off the boy or girls to spend time with you’re loved on

The kind of love where even when you have plans they seem to evaporate when you have the chance to be with the one you love

The kind of love where you could be in the middle of playing the latest Call of Duty and you would pause the game to text back or in the middle of a shopping spree

The kind of love where you worry when the texts take too long to be answered or when the phone calls isnt answered

The kind of love where you spend all day and night doing nothing and not even feeling hungry just fed by each other’s presence

The kind of love where it like you back to those high school days

You know that kind of love where you tell your friend to tell the person you like how you feel

The love that fills you up completely

I love 'Letters to Juliet'

Dear Claire,

What and If are two words as non-threatening as words can be. But put them together side-by-side and they have the power to haunt you for the rest of your life: What if? What if? What if? I don’t know how your story ended but if what you felt then was true love, then it’s never too late. If it was true then, why wouldn’t it be true now? You need only the courage to follow your heart. I don’t know what a love like Juliet’s feels like – love to leave loved ones for, love to cross oceans for but I’d like to believe if I ever were to feel it, that I will have the courage to seize it. And, Claire, if you didn’t, I hope one day that you will.

All my love, Juliet

(I love this letter. Even though it's for a stranger, Sophie put all her heart writing this one. So sweet and sincere of her )